Julianne Kanzaki January 31, 2017 Choosing Must. Julianne Kanzaki January 31, 2017 (Photo: Paul Salemme) Must eludes you because once you hear it speak, once you know what it is and what it wants- to teach...to build a family...to write...to make art...to put people on the moon- it is difficult, if not impossible, to forget it. When you know why you are here- what you were put on this earth to do- it is challenging to go back to life as you knew it and be satisfied. And this is why Must is elusive. This is why we avoid admitting what we want. This is why our deepest desires sit in hiding for months, years, a lifetime. And this is why this journey is fascinating, intoxicating, and downright intimidating. — Elle Luna, "The Crossroads of Should and Must"